1. |
Center
04:07
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here
not there
not somewhere else
i shiver
with a million smiles
watch the monuments
watch the people die beneathe
sober realities
lead me to the upstairs rooms
lead me to wherever
expect me
expect nothing
here is the weight
help me put it on my shoulders
and lock it
with a chain of addiction
from when i was born into this
what?
life?
nothing!
walls of enemie love
borderline between us
while i slap your face
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2. |
Junk
03:24
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powder, liquid, steam
black & white
beauty junkies
fragile in mind
get through
or die trying
not to
miss anything
nothing is new
but far away from view
envy other people happy
compassionate unknown people
suffer
while amongst our fear
a whole generation used less
drowned in our own dirt
drowned in our own dirt
so much litter for a little glitter
buy this magazine
watch t.v.
that’s how you’d have to be
inside
little white lies
because this way everything is fine
you wear your best clothes
your sweetest smile
the latest news
a conscious choose
a chemical emergency kit
no break to take
from here to there
and back to death
powder, liquid, steam
laser light
entertainment junkies
satisfied
get through
and die trying
not to miss
anything
anything
anything
don’t miss any cock that you can suck
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3. |
Demo1Song (Instrumental)
03:40
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4. |
Apart (Instrumental)
03:40
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8. |
Dust (Instrumental Demo)
05:25
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everything blurs
red and wood in the attic
memories howl
faces, voices say hello
sleep and walk through
everything blurs
grab and catch and lose
hands scream off the corners
faces, voices say goodbye
sleep and walk through
seek me
if you may find me
seek my halo
if you’re scared enough
you will find me
you will murder me
for all these moments, wasted
everything blurs
treasures and comedown in the mud
faces, voices turn to dust
run, swallow and destroy
sleep and walk through
everything blurs
everything blurs
seek me…..
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9. |
Gloomy Movies
05:45
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gloomy movies inside my head
make me want to stay in bed
make me want to see nothing at all
make me want to be numb
make me want to fall
please help me
please give me support
because i'm not able to act anymore
gloomy movies inside my head
make me want to feel so bad
make me want to cry
make me want to be so high
make me want to die
please help me
please give me support
because i'm not able to act anymore
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10. |
Never Love Anyone
05:49
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i was always there
beneathe the death
when blindness like happiness
falls on me
off the shapes and
off the sense and
off the creatures i'm in
off the peace offered within them
like i can never love anyone
i was always there
beneathe the death
when tonight like daylight
falls on me
off the places and
off the streets and
off the buildings i'm in
off the peace offered within them
like i can never love anyone
"when we'll grow old, we'll leave the cold"
to curse everything, blame someone else
"explode today"
fuck you, go away
the words are broken, time is used up
like i can never love anyone
rage, hate and despair, time is used up
like i can never love anyone
anyone
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11. |
Over
04:49
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give in to the poison
surrender to the next song
open my arms
await love
but it's all over
i cannot make myself real without now
it's all over
give in to the mirror
surrender to how it feels
tear out my heart
throw it away
but it's all over
i cannot turn it back to me now
it's all over
it's all i want now
it's all i try
it's all i want now
something to die
it's all i want now
it's all i fight
it's all i want now
to say good-bye
but it's impossible
it's all over
over
over
over
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12. |
Always Again (1998 Demo)
03:26
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it was a perfect day
rainy weather at the bay
there was the only place for me
the only place where i could be
as i walked down to the sea
she staied in front of me
kissed me good-bye as i stared into the sky
it was all so suddenly
i want to break it all up again
break it like my head explodes again
but i can't pass this time again
never want to be reminded of this, my pain, again
all this time i've cried
all this time has died i thought
but now i'm here agin
i'm here again
i ran away from you
the worst thing i could ever do
i want to here you say "i love you" again
but you won't tell me this lie again
sometimes you take my pain away again
you make me happy that i could scream again
the perfect day was going away
i will never feel the same
until you will love me again
it will always return again
on a perfect day again
at the bay again
and again
and again
and always again
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13. |
In Space
03:22
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like fever when i see you
my mouth is dead
i cannot look at you
cannot look at you
and my fingers seek hold on a cigarette
impossible
here
lost
out in space
it's so hard
to find back trace
in skies without stars
just one touch again
the warmth
it's you and you again
nothing in my head but despair
i feel i'm killing time and time is killing me
like snow in july
scream
here
lost
out in space
it's so hard
to find back trace
in skies without stars
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14. |
Untitled
01:50
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i was in movies down to my perversion
broken perception of dreams out of commercial
bored your higher society
and blame you for my breakdowns
i want more when I show less
i went away to bleed
the final kiss
let me suffer
let me kneel
let me come and go
let me be myself
i was in dusty books down to caves and spider webs
where the bugs wrote their words on the walls
hands on my grab my mind
grab my spin, grab my sin
trying to grab wherever i'm drowning in
i want more when i show less
i went away to bleed the final kiss
let me suffer
let me kneel
let me hate and rage
let me be myself
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15. |
Desert
04:56
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16. |
Openhigh
03:31
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all black and white
and inbetween
the lights, the music, the scene
summer, autumn, winter, spring
awake! outside the children sing
no way back to bedroom hell
awake! outside the children play
faster i scream
slows my head
hey, hey, openhigh
don't think that i don't see you
when i don't look at you
you're a stranger in my house like i'm in yours
behind our stupid masks
we share to please
but we're not here
faster i scream
slows my head
hey, hey, openhigh
all sick and dizzy
and inbetween
pretend to be sober and clean
shake untill it gets me over
no way back to bedroom hell
awake! outside the children play
faster i scream
slows my head
hey, hey, openhigh
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17. |
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(lost)
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18. |
Forever
05:25
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beautiful
thinking
i'm smiling, crying
another name
different game
different until it's always the same
i'm creeping
wounded
in fears
seeking, destroying everything
the same game
clouds and rain
sun and pain
and the tears lost fame
i'm creeping
wounded
in fear
everything falls
everything falls
everything falls to rise again
rise again the same pain
i'm creeping
wounded
in fear
seeking, destroying everything
the same game
clouds and rain
sun and pain
and the tears lost fame
i'm creeping
wounded
in fear
everything falls to rise again
the same game
the same pain
the same name
in love
forever
i'm falling back, this is me
i'm loosing my head, this is me
i'm falling back, this is me
this is me
i'm falling back, this is me
i'm loosing my head, this is me
i'm falling back, this is me
this is me
forever
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20. |
Idiosyncracy (1998 Demo)
03:39
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it's always the same since generations
the comercial way of life
everyone lives like another
it is the fear to be alone
to swim against the current
to be a little insane
come on take the cure
walk into the gloom with me
the gloom of your idiosyncrasy
look at the other side
there is nothing new
i would like to change the world
in accordance with my illusions
i wish to begin from where i started
could be a musician, could be a poet
sometimes i dream that all the other people die
come on take the cure
walk into the gloom with me
the gloom of my soul
come on take that drug
take it for sure
walk into the gloom with me
come on take the cure
walk into the gloom with me
the gloom of the world
walk into the gloom
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21. |
Hothothot (1998 Demo)
03:35
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i am looking through the window
i see there's a weeping willow
i'll be lying in its shadow
to flee from the glow
i am lying there
and i really don't care what is going on
what is going wrong
because
that day
it's getting hotter and hotter
i'm feeling hot
and all my prayers for a colder day are only vain
i am quiet dead
i wake up in my bed
i'm really happy
because there's no other place where i would be now
because
in my dreams
it was getting hotter and hotter
it was getting hotter and hotter
i was feeling hot
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on a rainy sunday afternoon
i'm sitting in my room
waiting for the night
for the blissfuly gloom
how fast the time goes by
i cut my breath for a while
take a look out of the window
and it is still raining
and i sing songs about happiness
normaly dreams
and i just let go my party piece
i don't hate myself but i hate my life
how many times have i thought about to cut it
but not with pain
without pain
the rain drops smoothly
as i'm waiting for the end
i love you rain
i'm so happy that you came
and i sing songs about happiness
normaly dreams
and i sing songs about loneliness
normaly real
and i just grab back my party piece
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23. |
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it was a perfect day
rainy weather at the bay
there was the only place for me
the only place where i could be
as i walked down to the sea
she staied in front of me
kissed me good-bye as i stared into the sky
it was all so suddenly
i want to break it all up again
break it like my head explodes again
but i can't pass this time again
never want to be reminded of this, my pain, again
all this time i've cried
all this time has died i thought
but now i'm here agin
i'm here again
i ran away from you
the worst thing i could ever do
i want to here you say "i love you" again
but you won't tell me this lie again
sometimes you take my pain away again
you make me happy that i could scream again
the perfect day was going away
i will never feel the same
until you will love me again
it will always return again
on a perfect day again
at the bay again
and again
and again
and always again
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